maybe it’s really not going so good… tonight was so enjoyable, until it turned horrible. this is so wrong.

do you ever just look at the stars and think about what they mean, and your futile existence on this little planet? it’s beauty; its life.. what if it all was about to end?; what if you had no rational reason to be here, other than hedonistic wanton life-fulfillment? isn’t that what everyone wants? even the religious? isn’t that what they want? we have it best.. live for now, and pay close attention to the stars.